Since the beginning of that trip, he\u2019s been roaming around on the thin water made from senses of alienation. He\u2019s been rejected by locals, defined from the skis and the oceans. He sniffed hatreds of the soil, felt indifferences of birds and trees. He\u2019s released all alone in to a blank space.<\/p>\n
That was a feeling once or twice he\u2019s ever suffered with. He\u2019s ever touched it by himself amongst \u201chimselves\u201d, during his pilgrimage, maybe it was a long time ago, or just yesterday, only one thing he can express ; it\u2019s ah\u2026 it\u2019s like swimming\u2026.<\/p>\n
He rushed into the sea, tried to be drowned in the water. How hard he goes deeper, hard he screams or moans\u2026 it seemed that\u2026 he\u2019d never be dissolving down into the water, as long as he\u2019d not discard his outline of himself.<\/p>\n
All of the reasons, they are on his side. Just as if a twinkle distinguishes itself from the darkness, the waves, they are just like awareness and unconsciousness, unconsciousness\u2026. awareness\u2026same refrains\u2026all the time.<\/p>\n
A.H.
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